I've
never thought it was possible
To
feel so many feelings at once
But
the day I walked out of the bathroom
With
a little white stick with a pink line across it
Changed
everything I had once thought
I'm
only seventeen and now I'm pregnant
I'm
still a baby and I'm having a baby
What
about college?
How
am I going to tell my parents?
What
is going to happen?
I
mostly felt fear
Fear
of having to tell my parents
Fear
of what people would think
Fear
of how my boyfriend and I were going to handle this
I
remember I cried
I
think I cried because I was scared
I
didn't know what to do or what was going to happen
I
dreaded leaving my boyfriend's house that night
But
the time had to come
My parents had to find out
I
told my mom later that evening
We
cried together
After
I talked to my mom,
Everything
seemed better
My
mom told my dad
Being
daddy's little girl
This
made him very mad
A
day went by and then he finally spoke
They
let me know that everything would be fine
Also
that pregnancy was no joke
It's been a while since we found out now
And
instead of fear, I feel excitement
I
am confident that I can do this
And I can't wait until
I see my baby boy's little face